My sister said I don’t need to get paid for moving her ass, across four FUCKING states.
Are you shitting me!? I take an involuntary week out of my god damned summer, to haul your ass out here, and you expect me to not get FUCKING paid.
I have been away from my friends, one which kinda needs me there now, and my god damn girlfriend (which she doesn’t know about, but hell, shush). And she expects a small little trip to Hershey and some food to be compensation enough for my time and moving almost all of her GOD DAMN boxes into her apartment, and setting up her FUCKING table. But all she wants to pay me, is a GOD DAMN PIECE OF CANDY!! Hell, she can keep the fucking candy bar, and know that I will never help move her ever again.
The choice is hers. I don’t care anymore. And if my dad doesn’t pay me either, then that’s some horse shit. At least my mom will give me something if they both don’t give me shit. And there’s also the option of living somewhere else. Always a good option, it seems.
No big deal. Was in Illinois yesterday, along with Indiana. Now, after passing Ohio and West Virginia, we are in Pennsylvania.
Joy.
Now time for sleep for more driving. Gotta drive almost across the whole damn state.
Awesome.
So, I’m happy. Clearly. I am quite overjoyed.
But I’m still pretty damn confused…. As my usual feelings. At least I’m with someone I’m happy with. How open can I be with this fact? Not sure. But knowing me: I just have to tell people.
But we’ll see how it goes this time around. I dunno, just…. We’ll see, ya’know? Yeah. I understand at least, but yup.
Happy
Confused
Story of my life.
I’m awake at 4am from yesterday. And I dunno what I want to say, because I don’t know how to say what is on my mind. Maybe it’s blank, and there is nothing.
I dunno, but what I’m feeling, and thinking. Words can’t explain this shit. But whatever, got a grad party to go to in a few hours. And then a croquet/s’more party. Then I watch the matching band, and start the trip to move my sister to Pennsylvania. So, I really am not sure when my next post will be, but it is sure to be sooner rather then later.
May I use a cheesy line, like that of pulling a Grilled Cheese Sandwich apart, which will never happen to us, for even distance can’t take us apart, for the warm, delicious cheese that binds us will never break.
So, I talked to Sh, and, well, we defined what we are, which is nothing, but a bit of everything it seems. We’ll live through, and see how it goes, and I am genuinely happy about that. Yay!!
And I’m going with my sister to Purdue tomorrow to clean her apartment.
Also, I lost my Nuzlocke challenge this morning. Fucking Liza and Tate…. I will get your asses this time around!! (yeah, started a new file already. We’ll see how this one goes, hopefully I succeed this time. Starting with Torchic this time)
I’m just… Yeah.
Right now, that is how I feel. Just, well, yeah.
Not anything majorly sticking out, just… Yeah.
And I feel I have my mind made up, but I’m not sure about how I feel about it…..
Whatever, I went back to high school today and got to see people, and two old teachers. It was a grand old time!!
Well, I’ll see if I get what I want. Or not. I’ll just go with… Yeah.
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